Melted with you

2006-12-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

love is patient, love is kind, love hurts and love is sweet, love makes someone somewhat perfect. Is this really true?? love, joy, peace... the greatest is LOVE! L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E. haha. Btw... i'm not going love crazy. i just really love and miss my friends. especially shi hui, yi han and lynette... who've been with me through my toughest times. not to forget mei fung, my gang in 4e3 lynette yi han shirley and clarissa and my gang in 0611g beryl joycelyn michelle weijie and marvin. thanks guys for being part of my life! the laugher and jokes we shared will always be with me forever. and everyone not named here... well once a fren, always a fren =) haha. and one more thing... MY BIRTHDAY'S TOMORROW!! I'M SO HAPPY -dances happy dance. but i feel really old. there're many more responsibilities as i add another candle on my cake. hmm in 4 years time i'll be offcially an ADULT. should i say YAY??

2006-12-10T21:45:00.000-08:00

okay peeps!
guess what? i'm back!!! alive and kicking. haha that silly sis of mine. didnt tell me the stoopid comp could work so i wouldn't snatch with her. hmm i can see rachel and weeman talking... friends now? cool. haha.
anyway hols isn't really hols. i still have to prepare for next year which means STUDY -drags myself to the study table and flips textbook open. okay okay i'll be honest... i havnt really touched any textbook but i did revise econs... well... although not much. i have been going out lately, practically everyday and i made myself sick. -cries i wanna get well asap. my birthday's just around the corner... hey peeps u know what that means?? -hints
and i'm super broke!!! with the building fund, offerings and tithe whats more. CHRISTMAS PRESSIES. i should really consider robbing a bank. anyone wanna help me?? OR i've to eat grass.

2006-11-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

I think God talked to me through Yihan today. Well she suddenly called me when i was eating and asked to meet. We had a good long talk. Talking about normal stuff when our topic suddenly changed to God. She told me lots and lots of stuff... but this really made me ponder. When Peter focus on Jesus, he could walk on water but when he started to worry about the storm around him and lost his focus on Jesus... he began to sink but Jesus was still there to save him. Its like telling me though there're so many stuff happening, i should lean on Him and trust in Him that He has His plan for me..... No matter how bad things are now. And He will always save me no matter what happens... because he loves me. And I was telling her that i havnt been doing quiet time because of the many bad stuff. and havnt been praying too. She said He would rather i'm angry with Him and keep questioning Him during prayers then me not even talking to Him. i Guess i've really hurt Him. I'm sorry. So... i've decided to trust Him and not think about doubting Him anymore. -grins
well i'm thankful for Yihan who made me realised some very important stuff... and another friend who supported me in this bad time. You know who you are girl. THANKS!

2006-11-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

H-E-L-L-O-S PEEPS!

my first post. firstly i wld like to thank my mummy and daddy and little sis.... and blar blar blar and finally dearest rachel who made this for me =) haha

what can i say?? life is smooth sailing right now.... so i decided to start my new life with this blog. everything's going to be so difficult next year. i hope i'll be brave and not cry so much

dear well... i just wanna say sorry for "ignoring" you. i just needed to think and cry. sorry i made u worried. and i really love u... really do =) i must have more faith and trust. how i wish u were more caring in a different way. sometimes u're a blockhead. things no need to be always spelled out. but i dun blame u. different pple have different ways of expresing i guess. i really feel like crying now but i'll save my tears for later when i'm "alone" in my room. sometimes i wonder how can i face u again? but whatever it is.... till death do us apart =D

yupp i'm just glad mum was with me during that bad bad time... thinking of it makes me wanna cry. why did this have to happen to me? why did God forsake me? like jo says do not doubt God, pray and he'll help you. i seriously dun know whether to believe that. sighs. i guess u pple can tell i'm emo. ERM... this is suppose to be a happy post! haha

okay happy post. here goes. YAY its ballet tmr i just love dancing... even if it only takes my worries away for a little while. haha and i'm so so going to miss my class 0611G! AND THE FUN FUN TIMES CLOWNING AROUND TOGETHER. and miss dearest BERYL too. so selfish of her to leave me here alone in singapore! =( haha